It’s been 22 days since I started my newest weight loss saga. Here’s what’s happened since then:
My self control has been so much better, I’m making an effort to eat better (yeah I had five guys and a couple cupcakes, nobody’s perfect), but I’ve made really decent strides in just a month. I’m hoping that I can lose 2 more pounds by the end of next week so I can -maybe- see a little more of that chin for my engagement photos on Sunday.
I’ve made decent changes in my daily routine, but I haven’t totally flipped it on it’s head, and I haven’t stopped eating candy and burgers. It’s just all in moderation. I was saying screw it every day and eating all this stuff. I do yoga, I don’t run, I walk. I try playing volleyball, and it’s pretty much only because it’s fun. I’ve never been active in my entire life, so it’s difficult to just all of a sudden add in exercise and want to stick with it. But I totally killed my yoga session tonight, and I’m happy about that.
I haven’t been at this weight since May 2012, so there’s a little bit of encouragement there. In the past year, I’ve gone up as much as 13 pounds at the highest weight I found myself at, but since I started this, it’s 6.
I’m excited. I’m seeing something happen. It’s great.
Things I feel like more often than not in the past few weeks because of these overheard things:
Two guys who work next to you talk about losing 20 pounds like it’s drinking water.
And you hate yourself.
I’m over calories today. But at least I went to the gym?
And you thought I forgot :P
You’ll see my fat ass next Tuesday.
If I don’t have a job, then I’m going to try to get back in shape. I need to be in shape anyway, since I’ve currently got “shapes.” Either way, I’m unhappy and I got winded last weekend walking up a hill. Not one of my prouder moments.
I’m going to try to make this a weekly thing. So if it becomes next Tuesday and I haven’t posted, someone message me to make sure I’m not eating a whole cake by myself.
Today was day 2. I’ll try to wear the same outfit next week so I can see some difference in the same clothes.
I don’t want to weigh myself. But last I checked I was too heavy. I need to lose about 100 pounds in order to get to the top of my “ideal” weight range. Whatever.
Here’s hoping.
Take a look at my life. I’m 28. I don’t go to the doctor unless I’m incapacitated. I don’t exercise. If I didn’t have to go to work, then I’d do drugs. I’d do a lot of drugs. I sit all day - for 10 hours at work, and then when I get home I either sit in front of my computer or on…
Thank you for this post. This is one of those things that frustrates me on a daily basis, because my boyfriend could eat all the exact same things I eat and I would gain weight, and he would probably lose weight. Same with my brother.
Instead, I just make cookies and say screw it. At least I can move on with my life.